I wish I knew what she was thinking.
do you ever think about how weird reading is
our eyes are able to scan these different symbols and construct the scenarios and concepts they describe in our mind
and these concepts have the power to twist our emotions and make us cry and laugh and wow reading is weird
Maybe things will turn around, who the fuck honestly knows. I know I gave up one of the best things I had in this world but I don’t think it was all in selfishness. I couldn’t fucking take a certain thing and it was driving me crazy. I wish I knew the status on this thing I speak of but I’m sure I’m not thought of or anything by that person. Makes me wish I could go back in time. Would it be bad if I actually cried? It’s something I’m not used to doing. but why should i care what people think of me. Fuck that. If you don’t like it then fuck you too. I just want to be appreciated and that doesn’t seem like it’s going to happen anytime soon. Yeah, not to mention i don’t really get on this much so if you try to hit me up here better hope you have me on fb cause like i said, I’m not really ever on this. If you read this, thanks and if not i don’t care honestly. I’m just writing to get shit off my mind/chest. I never thought I’d feel so shitty in life but each time i do it gets worse.
Yeah it’s been a long ass time since I’ve actually paid any mind to tumblr but for the reason I came here was to vent. I highly doubt anybody pays this any attention to begin with. So aside from any arguments I’ve been in lately I really hate when so called potheads say “Oh I only fuck with exotics and not that reggie bullshit”. Firstly if you were a real pothead you’d smoke whatever the fuck you can get your hands on cause that’s going to get you high. It is pretty irritating when you label yourself something and don’t oblige with the so called term. It makes you look stupid. Don’t get me wrong, I love Sour, Haze, Piff and all that other good shit just as much as the next person but when you don’t have the cash then I sure damn will settle for what I can get at that moment.
To conclude this, I JUST HATE EVERYONE EQUALLY.